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| i want him to call.......but he won't......this makes me sad......he never really calls at all anymore...not that he ever did.....*sigh* i guess i need to confront him and be like dude call me sometimes..girls like that but i won't...lol i guess then i'll just hav eto deal with doing all the calling and hearing his voicemail.....*sigh* i havent talked to him in like...well two days today will be day three......this makes me sad......i like to talk to him online everyday...if not on the phone blah.......this sucks!! | | |
| Think about them one at a time before going on to the next one.
It Does Make You Feel Good.
1. Falling in love.
2. Laughing so hard your face hurts.
3. A hot shower.
4. No lines at the supermarket.
5 A special glance.
6. Getting mail.
7. Taking a drive on a pretty road.
8. Hearing your favorite song on the radio.
9. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside.
10. Hot towels fresh out of the dryer.
11. Chocolate milkshake (vanilla or strawberry).
12. A bubble bath.
13. Giggling.
14. A good conversation.
15. The beach
16. Finding a 20 dollar bill in your coat from last
winter.
17. Laughing at yourself.
18. Looking into their eyes and knowing they Love you
19. Midnight phone calls that last for hours.
20. Running through sprinklers.
21. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all.
22. Having someone tell you that you're beautiful.
23. Laughing at an inside joke.
24. Friends.
25. Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you.
26. Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep.
27. Your first kiss (either the very first or with a new partner).
28. Making new friends or spending time with old ones.
29. Playing with a new puppy.
30. Having someone play with your hair.
31. Sweet dreams.
32. Hot chocolate.
33. Road trips with friends.
34. Swinging on swings.
35. Making eye contact with a cute stranger.
36. Making chocolate chip cookies.
37. Having your friends send
you homemade cookies.
38 Holding hands with someone you care about.
39 Running into an old friend and realizing That some things (good or bad) never change.
40. Watching the expression on someone's face as they open a much desired present from you.
41. Watching the sunrise.
42. Getting out of bed every morning and being grateful for another beautiful day.
43. Knowing that somebody misses you.
44. Getting a hug from someone you care about deeply.
45. Knowing you've done the right thing, no matter what other people think. | | |
| so i just registered for classes and i got all the ones i wanted at the times that i wanted so .........yay go me! heres my schedule of classes for next semester Monday - CHE 1000 -10:00-11:55 am CHE 1000 lab - 12:30-2:25 pm Tuesday - MAT 1560 - 10:30-11:55 am PSY 2510 - 12-2:55 pm SPA 2620 - 6-7:55 pm Wednesday - CHE 1000 - 10:00-11:55 am Thursday - MAT 1560 - 10:30-11:55 am SPE 1610 - 12-2:55 pm SPA 2620 - 6-7:55 pm so I'm taking Intro to Chemistry, Trig, Intro to Psychology, Intermediate Spanish II, Fundamentals of Speech 17 credits yay.........its not gonna be a fun semester at all..........:( | | |
| school (5 classes) + work (30 hours/week if not more) + homework = no time to have a life.............*sigh* this sucks i feel so...............displaced from everyone........like no one knows that i still exisit........i havent been able to talk to my feel better people in...........forever.............stupid I WANT MY LIFE BACK............but i'm to poor to stop working............. | | |
| my god why is she such a bitch!!!!! i mean seriously all i ever do anymore is school and work and well sure i'm not home a lot but its b/c i'm at SCHOOL OR WORK!! its not like i'm out partying getting drunk or high no i'm at work getting money or at school. But no when i point this out she thinks i'm fucking lying and she thinks that i don't actually go to school or work as much as i say i do............i mean come one seriously...........my god i swear her favorite thing to do is to make me cry or mad............she hates i mean HATES to see me in a good mood.........i mean come on what the hell i'm only 19 i need to have some social time but no i can't b/c well..........you know i'm never home so well i can't have fun anymore.............i think its banned..........so school work and thats it...........the only thing i was doing for fun that they havent gotten rid or yet...........i had to get rid of b/c i couldnt afford it anymore my god.............i just...........don't know how much more i can handle anymore...............i'm so stressed out all the time and well...........my mom wasnt wrong............well not all wrong *refering to previous post*.........so the general theme of this is ..........well...........don't bother to ask me to do anything for a while b/c..........mom is so fucking pissed b/c i work and go to school to much that she wont' let me do anything for a long time..........if i get out of this house sometime in the next year i'll be lucky...........my god she just doesnt fucking understand that i'm still a kid and need to have a lil fun........she keeps on fucking comparing my life to hers and shes 50! come on she's grown up and sure she should still be able to have fun but god so should i...........i mean come on...........its not like i'm some crazy holligan child that does drugs and comes home drunk every night.............no i wake up go to school or work then the other then..........i come home do homework or something then sleep........wtf.......its not crazy hooligan life...........god she just..................makes me cry to much/..........*cries* | | |
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